Limited First Love Chapter 45
Translated by Q the Panda (ko-fi)
Chapter 45 Ab@nd0nment Play
Ruan Yiyun looked at him quietly, not replying.
Guo Wei had to continue, "I missed you, so I came to see you."
After saying that, he quickly glanced up. Ruan Yiyun's smile was even brighter than before, but he still didn't speak.
Guo Wei felt a bit annoyed. He reached out and grabbed Ruan Yiyun's fingers. "Why are you ignoring me..."
"I'm not ignoring you," Ruan Yiyun held onto his hand, "I'm listening to you."
"But you didn't pay attention to me earlier," Guo Wei said.
As the words fell, he realized how coquettish he sounded. He felt ashamed of himself.
He raised his voice, trying to make his expression and tone more serious. "I mean, when you came out just now, you could have greeted me and said a few words."
"I was afraid of disturbing you." Ruan Yiyun's tone remained gentle. "I promised not to bother you. If I break my promise, and you refuse to come again, I'll be sad."
Guo Wei hastily shook his head. "Certainly not!"
Once again, Ruan Yiyun fell silent, a smile playing on his lips as he looked at him.
Guo Wei persisted, "Just a brief chat, like we're having now... it wouldn't be disruptive. Rest is essential, after all, a balance of work and relaxation."
Ruan Yiyun nodded. "Yes, you're right. Now that it's been said, go and study well."
Guo Wei's eyes widened, his hands gripping Ruan Yiyun's even tighter.
"...Even a hug wouldn't be disruptive," he said.
Ruan Yiyun cooperated seamlessly, raising his other arm and embracing him, taking a half step forward, their bodies pressed closely together.
Guo Wei rested his face on Ruan Yiyun's shoulder, breathing in the familiar, refreshing scent. He love the fragrance emanating from Ruan Yiyun, reminiscent of jasmine tea with a hint of lemon, perhaps sweetened with a touch of sugar.
His spirits lifted, and he added, "A kiss wouldn't be disruptive either."
Ruan Yiyun complied without hesitation, turning his head to plant a kiss on Guo Wei's cheek.
But that wasn't enough. Guo Wei lifted his head, closed his eyes, and leaned in, offering his lips, and indeed received the anticipated response.
Initially, it was just a simple touch. After parting ways, Guo Wei, feeling intensely unsatisfied, quickly pursued Ruan Yiyun again, soon discovering that Ruan Yiyun harbored similar desires.
Holding hands, they stood at the doorway, lost in a tangle of wet kisses that echoed softly in the stillness, neither willing to cease.
Guo Wei, completely immersed, instinctively reached out, wrapping his arm around Ruan Yiyun's shoulder. However, Ruan Yiyun abruptly stepped back, creating some distance between them.
Guo Wei blinked groggily, his mouth slightly agape, gazing at him with confusion.
"You should go study," Ruan Yiyun said.
Guo Wei remained dazed for a few seconds, silently pursing his lips.
It was strange. Despite receiving some solace, satisfaction did not arise. Instead, greediness seemed to intensify.
Guo Wei returned to his seat at the table, his gaze falling on the textbooks, yet his mind remained clouded. Occasionally, he would touch his lips, trying to relive the wonderful sensations from earlier.
After idling away unproductively for a while, he decided to no longer endure it. Once again, he ran to knock on Ruan Yiyun's door.
"I want to stay in the bedroom," he straightforwardly told Ruan Yiyun upon opening the door.
Ruan Yiyun seemed slightly surprised but quickly nodded in agreement. "Alright. Wait for me a moment, I need to tidy up."
Guo Wei grabbed his arm. "Don't go!"
Seeing Ruan Yiyun's puzzled expression, he blushed and added, "I don't mean to take over your bedroom. What I mean is... I want to be with you."
Ruan Yiyun hesitated briefly before nodding. "Okay."
Guo Wei swiftly relocated all of his belongings to Ruan Yiyun's room.
Ruan Yiyun's desk was not big enough, and it would be too crowded for two people to sit side by side. Ruan Yiyun needed to use the computer for his homework, but Guo Wei only needed to review the knowledge points in the textbook temporarily, so he didn't need the computer and didn't necessarily have to sit at the desk.
The bedroom was not spacious, less than ten square meters, with hardly any other furniture, leaving only the bed for them to use.
Guo Wei sat at the head of the bed, holding his textbooks, and once again immersed himself in his studies.
However, the effect was still not satisfactory.
Less than two meters away from him, Ruan Yiyun faced away, typing rapidly on the computer keyboard.
Guo Wei glanced at his textbooks, then at Ruan Yiyun. He observed the casual way Ruan Yiyun's still-damp hair fell over his shoulders, the agile and slender fingers dancing across the keyboard, the graceful outline of his back, and the attractive jawline.
So captivating, much more captivating than the dry knowledge in the textbooks.
Guo Wei's body slowly slid downward until he was completely lying on the bed. He tried to use the textbooks to shield his line of sight, but before long, his heart would itch, needing to glance at Ruan Yiyun again to ease the sensation.
Compared to Guo Wei, Ruan Yiyun appeared very focused. His gaze remained fixed on the computer screen, occasionally pausing to think during typing breaks, then picking up his water cup for a sip before resuming his diligent input.
A small water mark remained on the rim of the cup.
As Guo Wei watched, he began to feel a bit disgusted with himself.
Rolling back and forth on the bed with his books, Guo Wei couldn't settle his mind. He started pondering whether Ruan Yiyun's current special rutting period might be contagious.
He yearned to kiss, to embrace. He wanted to touch Ruan Yiyun's body with his hands, and hoped to be touched by him in return.
Yet Ruan Yiyun seemed only interested in doing homework.
Reading was truly boring. Guo Wei thought to himself, if he were an emperor in ancient times, he would surely be a debauched ruler, his mind filled with nothing but carnal desires, disregarding the affairs of the state.
Why was Ruan Yiyun so focused? He didn't even glance at Guo Wei.
Guo Wei rolled from one end of the bed to the other, lying sprawled out, a book covering his stomach, and his head tilted to the side as he continued to peek.
Ruan Yiyun seemed to encounter some difficulties, as his contemplative pauses grew longer, and occasional typing was swiftly followed by deletion. He went out to pour himself another glass of water, casting a glance at the sprawled Guo Wei on the bed as he rose. Guo Wei smiled at him, and he returned the smile, but quickly averted his gaze and hurried away.
Whether due to his imagination or not, as Ruan Yiyun returned to his desk, the once faint scent in the room gradually became richer.
It was the scent familiar to Guo Wei.
Taking a few deep breaths, he suddenly realized that this seemed like a good excuse, perfect for filling the silence.
"...It smells so good." Guo Wei rolled onto his side on the bed, looking at Ruan Yiyun. "What shampoo are you using? It smells amazing."
Ruan Yiyun didn't turn around. "It's the one I gave you last time. Is it really fragrant?"
Guo Wei had stayed over and naturally used Ruan Yiyun's toiletries. He racked his brain for a while but couldn't recall.
"Is it the body wash then?" Guo Wei asked again.
Without waiting for Ruan Yiyun's response, he quickly dismissed himself, "No, that's not it."
He had also used Ruan Yiyun's body wash before.
Guo Wei rolled over again, lying face down on the bed, his arm propped under his head as he tilted his head to continue scrutinizing Ruan Yiyun's figure.
Was it an air freshener? What brand was it? It smelled so good.
Every time he was close to Ruan Yiyun, he could smell this scent. Guo Wei thought he might be a bit like Pavlov's dog, as upon sensing the familiar scent of their embrace, his body unconsciously began to crave Ruan Yiyun's warmth.
Some memories belonging to this room gradually resurfaced in Guo Wei's mind. He couldn't help but reminisce, his face growing redder, his body heating up, and his gaze becoming increasingly reluctant to move away from Ruan Yiyun.
He discreetly swallowed, using his arm to cover most of his face, leaving only his eyes exposed as he watched the tips of Ruan Yiyun's hair and the exposed skin of his shoulders and neck.
Things were getting a bit dicey.
Past physiological knowledge seemed to have been mistaken. Betas seemed to have their own rutting periods too.
Or perhaps, he was actually just a very pure pervert.
Finally, Ruan Yiyun spoke up, "What's wrong? You've been staring at me."
Guo Wei immediately panicked, rolling to the other side of the bed, hastily pulling up the nearby blanket to cover his body, feeling guilty like a thief caught in the act.
"Nothing, I... I wasn't looking," he lied.
Ruan Yiyun fell silent for a few seconds before saying, "The monitor is reflecting light."
Guo Wei froze.
So, Ruan Yiyun hadn't turned around just now, but every move of his had been observed by him. His own act of peeping had been peeped on.
Guo Wei pulled the blanket even higher, burying his head along with it.
Like this, Ruan Yiyun wouldn't be able to see him, right?
Ruan Yiyun laughed. "What are you doing?"
"Did I disturb you?" Guo Wei asked gloomily.
"...It's okay," Ruan Yiyun said, "No worries."
Guo Wei shifted under the blanket. It was a bit stuffy inside, and very hot, causing his cheeks to grow even warmer, and his head to feel a bit dizzy.
He bit his lip and said, "But, I, I want to disturb you."
Ruan Yiyun remained silent, perhaps not understanding what he meant.
"I really want to disturb you, very much," Guo Wei said.
After saying that, he gathered his courage and pulled down the blanket, revealing half of his face. Ruan Yiyun had turned back, calmly looking at him.
"...Can I disturb you now?" Guo Wei asked.
Ruan Yiyun nodded slowly. "Yes, you can."
Guo Wei sat up, letting the blanket naturally slide off him. He raised his arms towards Ruan Yiyun, assuming a posture indicating he was waiting for a hug.
He thought, if Ruan Yiyun didn't come over, then he would climb off the bed and go to him.
It didn't matter if Ruan Yiyun noticed his reaction. It was his most straightforward desire, very embarrassing, but not shameful. He was willing to expose this part of himself in front of Ruan Yiyun, and even more eager to receive a response.
Ruan Yiyun could leave marks on his neck again, just like before. He was willing to endure the pain, and willing to try accepting something else.
Last time, he didn't do some things well. But now, he had a little bit of experience and could try again. He wanted to see Ruan Yiyun satisfied.
He was thirsty now, too thirsty, he could drink anything.
"...You said you need to study well," Ruan Yiyun said.
Guo Wei frowned, feeling aggrieved. "I'm not keeping my word."
After saying that, seeing Ruan Yiyun still just smiling at him without any action, he sniffed lightly, lowered his hand, and said, "If you're not coming over, then I'll come to you."
After saying that, he quickly lifted the blanket. Just as he was about to climb off the bed, Ruan Yiyun finally stood up.
"Don't move," Ruan Yiyun said, "Lie down obediently."
